ATTITUDE.
Monday, July 28, 2008, 6:10 PM
strange innit.

funny how i keep a your MSN window open for hours but never say anything.
scary how ive looked through (and saved) practically every single picture of you on FB.
crazy how i look forward to talks about nothing with you.
stupid how i miss the aforementioned nothing when it isn't there.
uncomprehendable how jealous i get about every other girl in your life.
idiotic how i made myself nobody and later call myself idiotic for it.
silly how i dread that you'll know who you are.
nonsensical how i crave something that i know think will never work out.
...and strange that, after everything, i still try to kid myself that it might.

You...
; always been.

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008, 7:24 PM
my exam results sucked.

T_T

-feels stupid-

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Saturday, May 31, 2008, 5:41 PM
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my mum had a stroke.

i love you mummy.

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Sunday, March 16, 2008, 2:26 PM
i miss and

awh karen just sent me the sweetest email ever T_T
so here is my reply i miss.

i miss
scheming with you on how i'm going to get to rainfest each year
lounging in your crocodile-infested pool while you sneakily unclasp my bikini
going 'clubbing' with you (i want another 5 seconds in soho LOL)
spazzing with you over, well, EVERYTHING
crankin dat souljah boy
hearing you puke in the shower
making you emo over horse-riding photos taken 94329752815312 years ago
being Bitch God
eating mud pie and making endless retarded videos
hearing about pink floyd concerts & listening to joni mitchell on mtv
KAREN

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Saturday, March 8, 2008, 1:30 PM
what goes around comes around

karma is a bitch.
i got drunk and kissed him on a road. it ended the best relationship of my life.
he got drunk and made out with her in a car. it ended a relationship.
keep your lips away from either booze or other lips. good things rarely come from mixing the two.

i would give anything to take it back.

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