ATTITUDE.
Monday, July 28, 2008, 6:10 PM
strange innit.

funny how i keep a your MSN window open for hours but never say anything.
scary how ive looked through (and saved) practically every single picture of you on FB.
crazy how i look forward to talks about nothing with you.
stupid how i miss the aforementioned nothing when it isn't there.
uncomprehendable how jealous i get about every other girl in your life.
idiotic how i made myself nobody and later call myself idiotic for it.
silly how i dread that you'll know who you are.
nonsensical how i crave something that i know think will never work out.
...and strange that, after everything, i still try to kid myself that it might.

You...
; always been.

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-kill%bek_ah



Sunday, July 20, 2008, 7:23 PM
showin off

time for the annual "show off you had a great time at rainfest" picture spammage.

EXCLUSIVE TO MY BLOG....
1) EVERY SINGLE PICTURE IVE GOTTEN CONTAINING ME (and only ones containing me. cos its my blog and i have license to do so =_=)
2) THE ORIGINAL PHOTOS (yes unedited =/ so you can all see my sexy face and bad skin wtf. and also cos i realize some of you may be sick of me making you guys look like you have lobster tans from hell [karen] and so you can appreciate my photoshop skillZ wtfwtf.)
3) AND THEN SOME (being the rare few without me. this gets number three cos its not as important as me)

First up (cos i am generally a good friend and nice person =_= ) (i think im bracket spamming again wtf) kan'id.
because everybody likes being friends with celebrities =_=

i dont like the lighting here =_= emir's blue

emma loves me ^^


karen is seriously like little kid LOL.
"that looks too big for you!!"
"hey it fits her hands !!"
its an inside thing cos im lazy to explain =_=

i had no idea what it was that emma told me to say. but i tried. and thats all that matters =_=
this was an attempted cool photo. it was supposed to be of karen on the big screen with the crowd sprawled all around. but didnt turn out nice. i shall post here anyway. cos the idea was nice.
now on to pictures without me. this is one of morgan pimpin which i quite like.
and this picture makes me laugh.
i just like this picture i dont know why either.
and now ON TO ME !

our rwmf08 picture~!
this year, bob charlie didnt take the picture (T_T) and the alcohol was drank too fast to make it into the picture (hence why our yearly rainfest picture should be taken BEFORE the drinkin starts =_=)
a blur shot but it has "character" ?
yeah ok making excuses for sony cybershots here =_= still are awesome cameras k
the "famous four" cru. thanks karen, you enid blyton freak you.

finally met az.


"haha morgy do your eyes twinkle ? " ace quote lol. and see i told you it was all your own natural feminine-ness.
a bad picture of sharon ??? 0_0
this picture appeared in my facebook with my eyes cut out.
now you know why i cut them out. =_=
cb i look deranged.
i love this picture eventho i look skanky and white like corpse.
haha rauth.
SKEB & FUNKY HAT RWMF08
fave picture of the year.
2nd favorite, definate worst picture. =_=


i like this lol smoke effects wtf sony.



grab whatever you want. all of my photos are large files so you can go photoshop yourself conveniently to get rid of lobster tans (i like that effect k) / upload uneditted picture to facebook to show off my ugly face.
k im lazy to talk bout rainfest now. i might update this post later. might.
and now you know how frickin bad i look without photoshop / thiiiiiick makeup / pitch black darkness =_=

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-kill%bek_ah



Saturday, July 12, 2008, 12:33 PM
omg...

IT WAS YOU.
i know it was.
...
hell, its always been you.

things arent going according to plan. then again, there never really was a plan.
tonight scares me.
...& im dying to know what im gonna do next.


going off on a slight tangent... RAINFEST PICTAS SOON. i shall ensure people camwhore loads tonight. i even made camwhoring arrangements wtf =_= pictas must be awesome!! (i even bought a tiara to wear LOl wtf right). yeah, basically im going rwmf to take pictas of myself from 93203723 different angles ...and if god loves me he will not let bob charlie get stolen (ruin my life, seriously)

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Tuesday, July 8, 2008, 1:44 PM
days like these just got to rhyme =_=

firstly, pictas so everybody doesnt die of boredom reading my blog...



old-school vogue rules,
my momma's hot, yo daddy drools.
pimpin ho's and gatorade,
shake it into yesterday!


yeah this post is basically about that up there.
now for a bekah ad...

I WANT TO BUY OLD PS1 GAMES FROM YOU
im looking to make a huge collection of oldschool ps1 games so anyone looking to sell your old ps1 games, hit me with a comment and leave your email! (im not rich so dont expect to make rm20 for selling for some 5buck copy of digimon =_=)

in particular, i am looking for the following...
mortal kombat
tony hawk's pro skater 2
rayman (LOL)
tomb raider
DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION ! LOL
grand theft auto 1&2
south park EHEH
gay ass final fantasy games =_= (to kill time)
metal gear
chrono cross
silent hill
any of the tekken games

finally, chyeah rainfest on saturday for me :)
we're so gonna camwhore our eyes out !

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-kill%bek_ah



Sunday, July 6, 2008, 1:07 AM
if you love me, you will buy me Nine West.








this one's called the FURGUS.
which, yeah, made me think of my dog =_=



whoever is of the belief that love cannot be bought will be proven very much wrong.

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-kill%bek_ah