if i can't speak openly about a topic without being mean, 'making a joke' out of somebody and upsetting the world, which i most definitely shouldn't be doing as i am their nearest and dearest most beloved cousin ever, everyone getting all touchy about something tiny, why should i bother to keep this up?

I LOVE HITLER, OZZY OSBOURNE IS THE PRETTIEST STUD MUFFIN SINCE QUAZIMODO, SEMENANJUNG MALAYSIA IS AWESOME S2!

yes i am irritated.

my blog is my venting ground, and, as danielle's blog is so accurately titled, my public diary. what i say here is what i feel and what i think at the moment, i do not like having to owe apologies to people over what i say here, neither do i like having to filter what i am about to say for fear of offending people. this blog is a hobby and a past-time and i would rather people not take thing so seriously.

not only that particular incident with the photoshopped photos (though that basically triggered my whole kill-mood).

i am also tired of lodge school reading my posts.

sorry mr ling / lee if you are reading this but i really don't like it. especially, as i have been told, when what i write is brought up in assemblies. it's very suffocating knowing that your former headmaster is reading your blog and may mention anything you say at any time in an assembly. i do not mind if you guys read my blog personally, but i would rather you not bring things up in front of the whole school like that as it really stresses me out as to what i am writing.

also, to mr lee, no offense, sir, if you are reading this, but i was very hurt when you mentioned a few years back in an assembly that some "stupid girl" had blogged about a certain incident. i was in form one (or was it form two? either way, i was a lot younger) and looking back on the incident, i thought maybe you would have known to cut me some slack.

so here is my final post for awhile, until i regain blog-mood.

have fun re-reading.

until i next update, i recommend reading xiaxue or deliciously tacky, watching chick vs dick on clicknetwork, reading my other blogs (which i probably will finally update now that i have neglected this one. you can find links in my links page), telling me how awesome i am and why i should update once more, commenting on all those posts you neglected, and going out to get some exercise.