ATTITUDE.
Monday, April 21, 2008, 3:26 PM
mishlogs...


Session Start: Thursday, January 31, 2008
kill¾bek_ah ('.') (dawww_n@hotmail.com)
meeesh (michilli_cam@hotmail.com)
(10:35 PM) mish: hi
(10:35 PM) mish: fucking poser
(10:35 PM) mish: lol
(10:42 PM) kill¾bek_ah ('.') has changed his/her status to Idle

HAHAH.
nice try, mameron.

here are some of my favorite bits of my convos with mish!!
only for the month of december07 lol


bek&mish on names....
(3:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: what about bekah.
(3:56 PM) mish: sanbd
(3:56 PM) mish: sand
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: sand ?
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: im thinking of that
(3:56 PM) mish: like that sand dude
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: badguy from spiderman
(3:56 PM) mish: in spiderman
(3:56 PM) mish: yeah
(3:56 PM) mish: LOL
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: he is
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: not
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: a bekah
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: like
(3:56 PM) mish: yes he is
(3:56 PM) mish: LOL
(3:56 PM) mish: its like
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: STOP SANDING PEOPLE, BEKAH
(3:56 PM) mish: BEKAHHHHHHHHh
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL
(3:56 PM) kill%bek_ah: no
(3:56 PM) mish: coming mom =.=
(3:56 PM) mish: and like
(3:56 PM) mish: *sands away

(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: bekah is a nice name to
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: nag to
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: = =
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: like
(3:57 PM) mish: yea
(3:57 PM) mish: lol
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: BEKAAAAAAAH
(3:57 PM) mish: bek is like a duck
(3:57 PM) Transfer of "Amy Winehouse - Rehab (Hot Chip Remix).mp3" is complete.
(3:57 PM) mish: cause it sounds like a quack
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: yes LOL
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: bekbekbekbekbekbek
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: hui said it reminded her of
(3:57 PM) mish: LOL
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: a small woodland bird kinda
(3:57 PM) kill%bek_ah: the retarded type
(3:57 PM) mish: yeah
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: that walks up to you
(3:58 PM) mish: pecking things
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: and pecks your shoe
(3:58 PM) mish: lol
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: and gets trodden on
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: and is like
(3:58 PM) mish: and kicked
(3:58 PM) mish: LOL
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: BEKK !@@
(3:58 PM) mish: like
(3:58 PM) mish: when you kick it
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: when you step on it
(3:58 PM) mish: its like
(3:58 PM) mish: QUEK
(3:58 PM) mish: BEK
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: then it hides behind a rock
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: and glares at you
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: and goes
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: bekkkk
(3:58 PM) kill%bek_ah: -menacing-
(3:58 PM) mish: yea LOL

bek&mish on fate....
(4:55 PM) mish: you know im really annoyed with my fringe
(4:55 PM) mish: the guy cut it so cacat
(4:55 PM) mish: now I look pena
(4:55 PM) mish: penan
(4:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: lol
(4:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: now you
(4:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: know my
(4:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: frustration
(4:55 PM) kill%bek_ah: =/
(4:55 PM) mish: did i tell you that time you got the penan hair
(4:55 PM) mish: i was gonna buy you a blow pipe for christmas
(4:55 PM) mish: lol
(4:55 PM) mish: LOL

wtf bek =_=
(3:05 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL JIM CAREY ACTING AS
(3:05 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: DINOSAUR
(3:05 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: SPAZZED LOL
(3:06 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL
(3:06 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: "wheres the roast beef?"
"roast beef ? -confused-"
"YES ROAST BEEF IT IS THE SWEEDISH TERM FOR BEEFTHAT HAS BEEN ROASTED"


bek&mish on a youtube video where ang mo girls poledanced on the subway in NYC.....
(3:45 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL yes
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: "we missed our stop 6 stops ago "
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LAUGHED
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: HAHAH
(3:46 AM) mish: lol
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: did you watch til the end ?
(3:46 AM) mish: yeah
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL.
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: serioulsy
(3:46 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: goddamn
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: if you did that in kl subway
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: prolly end up
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: jailed
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: YOU TURNED ON A MALAY GUY
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: NONONONONONONONO
(3:47 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: -jailed-
(3:47 AM) mish: LOL
(3:47 AM) mish: IMAGINE IF YOU POLE DANCED
(3:47 AM) mish: WITH A TUDONG
(3:48 AM) mish: LOL
(3:48 AM) mish: AND BAJU KURUNG
(3:48 AM) mish: AHHAAHAH

(3:48 AM) mish: BUT FUNNY LOL
(3:48 AM) mish: END UP ON CNN LOL
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL
(3:48 AM) mish: "MUSLIM WOMAN POLE DANCES IN PUBLIC MRT "
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: OMG IM THINKING LIKE THOSE
(3:48 AM) mish: LOL
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: TALIBAN WOMEN
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: WITH THE
(3:48 AM) mish: YES LOL
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LITTLE HOLE FOR EYES
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: TRYING TO BE SEXY
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: AND CB CANT TELL WHERE THEIR BODY STARTS
(3:48 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LIKE
(3:49 AM) mish: YES
(3:49 AM) mish: LOL
(3:49 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: SHE'LL HAVE TO ANNOUNCE TO PEOPLE
(3:49 AM) mish: LIKE A GHOST ON ACID
(3:49 AM) mish: LOL
(3:49 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: 'i am upside down now'
(3:49 AM) mish: CANT EVEN SEE THE OPILE
(3:49 AM) mish: LOLOLOLOL
(3:49 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: 'now my hands are between my legs'
(3:49 AM) mish: LOL
(3:49 AM) mish: LOl
(3:49 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL
(3:49 AM) mish: LOL

(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: hey
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: we should do that
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL
(3:50 AM) mish: LOL
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: like buy the stuff
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: and noone can tell how badly we're doing it
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: or who we are
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: and like
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: as soon as the stop comes
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: we rush out and change out
(3:50 AM) mish: "muslim impersonators pole dance in public train"
(3:50 AM) mish: LOL
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: so that we dont end up in major trouble
(3:50 AM) mish: OH
(3:50 AM) mish: LOL
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: etc
(3:50 AM) mish: YEAH LOL
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL.
(3:50 AM) mish: LOL
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: like underneath normal clothes and stuff
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: but everyone thinks
(3:50 AM) kill%bek_ah i fi: LOL TALIBAN POLEDANCERS LOL
(3:50 AM) mish: LOL
(3:51 AM) mish: CNN seriously

bek&mish's "deep moment".......
(5:17 PM) kill%bek_ah: When I see a couple of kids
And guess he's fucking her and she's
Taking pills or wearing a diaphragm,
I know this is paradise

Everyone old has dreamed of all their lives -
Bonds and gestures pushed to one side
Like an outdated combine harvester,
And everyone young going down the long slide

To happiness, endlessly. I wonder if
Anyone looked at me, forty years back,
And thought, That'll be the life;
No God anymore, or sweating in the dark

About hell and that, or having to hide
What you think of the priest. He
And his lot will all go down the long slide
Like free bloody birds. And immediately

Rather than words comes the thought
of high windows;
The sun-comprehending glass,
And beyond it, the deep blue air, that shows
Nothing, and is nowhere, and is endless.

-Larkin
(5:19 PM) mish: deep
(5:19 PM) mish: ._.
(5:19 PM) kill%bek_ah: yeah

bek on gray makeup making her look likea zombie....
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: the guy who did it was like
(3:50 PM) mish: why so random
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: faggot lol
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: like
(3:50 PM) mish: did she just grab your eyes and do i
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: big gay al
(3:50 PM) mish: it
(3:50 PM) mish: or did you pay
(3:50 PM) mish: really lol
(3:50 PM) mish: was he fat
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: um no grabbed eyes and did
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: yes fat
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: and i was like
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: i dont think gray is my color -smother-
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: then he stopped
(3:50 PM) kill%bek_ah: and was like.
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: ...
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: maybe green.
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: AND I WAS
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: LIKE
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: MOTHER.
(3:51 PM) kill%bek_ah: FUCKER.

bek&mish on emoticons.....
(4:03 PM) kill%bek_ah: T______T
(4:04 PM) mish: Patience
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: TwT
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: thats lik
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: e
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: the worst form of t-t ever
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: the w
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: like
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: wobbly mouth
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: lOL
(4:04 PM) mish: LOL
(4:04 PM) mish: Tot
(4:04 PM) mish: TuT
(4:04 PM) mish: i like this one
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: thats
(4:04 PM) mish: ;_;
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: happy crying
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: =_=
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: the TuT
(4:04 PM) mish: ;_;
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL
(4:04 PM) mish: ;_;
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: i love
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: ._.
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: and
(4:04 PM) kill%bek_ah: :0)
(4:04 PM) mish: yeah me too
(4:04 PM) mish: LOL
(4:04 PM) mish: ._.
(4:04 PM) mish: ._.
(4:05 PM) kill%bek_ah: i call it the
(4:05 PM) mish: <( '-' )>
(4:05 PM) kill%bek_ah: eep face
(4:05 PM) mish: <( '--' <) 
(4:05 PM) mish: (>'--'<) 
(4:05 PM) kill%bek_ah: LOL 
(4:05 PM) kill%bek_ah: tamagotchi !!

LOVE YOU MAMERON S2

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12:05 AM
im feeling bitchy.

i shall now proceed to layan my bitchy mood in full brutality.
if you know me, you'd know i hate alot of things. its nothing personal, seriously

1. I HATE HOW EVERYONE IS TMD IN LOVE WITH SPRING.

2. I HATE HOW "S2" IS CATCHING ON.
(S2 this S2 that lets name my blog S2 S2 S2 EVERYWHERE.
i do not want our S2 ending up like <3>
so STOP WHORING IT AROUND.)

3. I HATE HOW PEOPLE HAVE NICER CYBERSHOTS THAN BOBCHARLIE.

4. I HATE HOW CLAUDILLEA, who is skinny had same body type as me when she was younger the same girl whom i used to carry around, NOW HAS A BETTER BIKINI BODY (to be read as "has bigger boobs") THAN ME.

5. I HATE HOW STRANGERS ALWAYS ADD ME ON FACEBOOK / FRIENDSTER / MYSPACE

6. I AM SO ANNOYED AT HOW FEW HOURS THERE ARE IN A DAY AND HOW MANY OF THOSE HOURS ARE DEDICATED TO MOFO-ING TUITION.

7. I HATE HOW MY PHONE IS SO UGLY AND DECREPID.

8. I HATE HOW KAREN IS NOW STRONG AND STUFF COS THAT MEANS SHE WILL SOONER OR LATER END UP WITH SUPER HOT BAYWATCH BODY AND I WILL NEVER EVER GET ANY ATTENTION IF I GO OUT WITH HER.

9. I HATE HOW IF I WERE TO GO INTO DETAILED BITCHING ABOUT SOME OF THESE TOPICS, I'D GET POSTS BITCHING ABOUT ME AS WELL =_=
idiots ruining bitching for everyone.

10. my inner lodgian demands that number 10 go to this... I HATE TUNKU PUTRA KIDS.

11. I HATE HOW KUCHING NOW HAS FOS.
12. I HATE HOW I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH CASH TO *AFFORD* SHOPPING AT FOS.
13. I HATE FACESHOP SALES ASSISTANTS
14. I HATE HOW I'VE ALREADY DEDICATED 5 POINTS TO SPRING-RELATED THINGS.

15. I HATE HOW I AM NOT PART OF ANAK ADI RURUM OR WHATEVER THEY ARE NOW CALLING THEMSELVES.
IM HALF KELABIT TOO
T_T
WHERE WAS I WHEN ALL THIS WAS BEING FORMED
IS IT COS IM UGLY LIKE THE KRAKEN
OR THAT I SING LIKE THE WOLF
...k its prolly the wolf singing.
BUT STILL.
AN INVITATION WOULDVE BEEN NICE.

16. I HATE HOW I NEVER HAVE TIME FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE.

17. I HATE HOW MUCH I HAVE TO MEMORIZE FOR MY SCHOOLWORK.
18. I HATE THAT I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO MEMORIZE ALL THIS IN TIME FOR MY EXAMS WHICH ARE IN LIKE WHAT 3 WEEKS ?

19. I HATE JORDAN FOR HANDICAPPING OUR TEAM AT DEBATE, WHEN I SO BADLY WANTED TO GO AGAINST MORGAN AND LIKE SHOW HIM THAT REBEKAH CAN BE QUITE PRO.
(don't go home and cry now, acho. J00 wuz awsum pawsum for 1st timer)
20. I HATE HOW I GOT 5TH BEST SPEAKER PRIZE DAMMIT.
21. I HATED ST. MARY'S SOOOOO BADLY IN THEIR DEBATE AGAINST GREENROAD COS THEY HAD THE WORST ARGUMENT OF ALL TIME BUT STILL DID THE WHOLE "WE'RE BITCHIN~" THING LIKE WTF WTF ACCEPT DEFEAT PLEASE =_=
(no offense to sam lol. what ive noticed is that i tend to apologize only to those who dont know me so well. wtf take forgranted all my old friends LOl)

22. I HATE HOW WE ARE ALL SO DEPENDANT ON CARS.
23. I HATE HOW KUCHING/MALAYSIA'S PUBLIC TRANSPORT SYSTEMS ARE AS RELIABLE AS THE CHANCES OF FINDING TOMATOES GROWING IN MY TOILET.
24. I HATE HOW I TRIED SLEEPING WITHOUT MY AIRCONDITIONER LAST NIGHT TO MINIMIZE C02 EMISSIONS BUT I WOKE UP SWEATING.
25. I HATE GEORGE BUSH FOR NOT SIGNING THE KYOTO AGREEMENT THING. BITCH.

26. I HATE THAT I HAVE TO ENDURE 2 YEARS OF AWFUL SCIENCE STREAM WHEN I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO DO NEXT, AND THAT WOULD BE ENGLISH. NOT CALCULATING THE VELOCITY OF A SEAGULL FLAPPING ACROSS A CHURCH OR HOW MUCH HELIUM THERE IS IN MY PANT POCKET.

27. I HATE DANIELLE FOR NOT TELLING ME WHO SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT.

28. I HATE MY BACK. more accurately, the pimples on my back, though that sounds gross lol =_=

29. I HATE SCHOOL.
NO.
SERIOUSLY.
ITS NOT EVEN THE WHOLE
WAKING UP IN THE MORNING
OR THE
ENDURING WHACK TEACHERS
OR
CRAPPY FOOD ANNOYING PEOPLE OR WHATEVER
ITS. THE LEARNING. THAT I HATE.
AND NOT JUST COS IM LAZY
OR STUPID
COS IM NOT (not stupid, i mean. we all know i am a lazy mofo =_=)
IT IS WHAT WE HAVE TO LEARN THAT REALLY
REALLY.
PISSES ME OFF.

30. I HATE IT THAT I'VE BEEN AT GOVT SCHOOL FOR LIKE WHAT 4 MONTHS NOW AND I'M STILL GETTING ALL THAT "SSSST SSSSST ORANG PUTIH!!!" CRAP. YES, I KNOW I AM SUPER PALE AND WHATEVER, GET OVER IT.

31. I HATE HOW THIS POST HAS A LACK OF PICTURES
32. I HATE HOW IT WILL MAKE MY BLOG LOOK BORING AND LACK OF PICTURE-Y

33. I HATE THAT I CAN'T JUST GO AND DO MY ENGLISH THING AT WHATEVER UNIVERSITY RIGHT NOW (i could cope k. i may talk like totally fuxxors online and speak in cb cb AZN way when i want to, by my english is actually supa pro really good) AND GO ON TO MAKE A LIVING STRAIGHT AWAY INSTEAD OF SLAVING AWAY FOR 2 YEARS LEARNING THINGS IM JUST GOING TO FORGET AND STRESSING MYSELF TO INSANITY OVER CHEMISTRY WHEN I KNOW I WILL END UP WRITING.

34. I HATE THAT I CANNOT DRAW

35. I HATE HOW I AM NOT ALREADY INCREDIBLY FAMOUS / BEING HAILED AS A TEENAGE PRODIGY.

36. I HATE HOW I AM SHORT VERTICALLY CHALLENGED.
IF I WAS TALL ID SO BE A MODEL RIGHT NOW K, YOU KNOW IT.
IM CB SKINNY AND MY FACE NOT THAT UGLY EXCEPT IT IS DAMN SMALL AND I HAVE MANYMANY FRECKLES LIKE THE ANTS OF THE ANTNEST, BUT THAT DOES NOT MATTER BECAUSE IF I WAS TALL I WOULD HAVE SUPA STUNNA TONED LEGS THAT STRETCH FOR MILES AND LOOK SUPER SEXY IN HEELS SO LIKE EVERY FASHION DESIGNER WOULD LOVE ME AND STUFF.
37. I HATE HOW MY FATFATFAT FACE HAS NO CHEEKBONES COS OTHERWISE IT WOULDNT MATTER IF I WAS VERTICALLY CHALLENGED BECAUSE I WOULD BE ABLE TO TAKE VERY NICE PICTURES.

38. I HATE HOW SHARON IS NOW SUPERLY PRETTY AND DAINTY AND REFINED AND TALL AND STUFF.
A FEW YEARS BACK I REMEMBER HER WITH THESE THIIIIICK GLASSES AND LIKE NOW SHES
SO STUNNING
ITS LIKE WALAO NOT FAIR WHEN AM I GOING TO SUDDENLY BECOME CB GORGEOUS TOO???
39. I HATE HOW DANIELLE IS TANNED AND TALL WITH NICE BODY AND STUFF AND CAN PLAY SPORTS.
(though i am consoled when i see her tan lines lol)

40. I HATE THAT ASHLEE SIMPSON AND PETE WENTZ ARE NOW ENGAGED.

41. I HATE AZZ FOR NEVER EMAILING ANYMORE

42. I HATE THIS WHITEHEAD THAT HAS BEEN ONTOP OF MY EYE FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS AND HAS SHOWN NO SIGNS OF GOING AWAY AND I CANNOT JUST PRESS IT OUT BECAUSE IT IS ONTOP OF MY EYE AT A VERY SENSITIVE AREA SO I HAVE TO JUST PUT UP WITH IT CB.
(i think if you have a lump on your face for over a year, its called a growth.
crap =_=)

43. I HATE MYSELF FOR BITING MY NAILS COS NOW THE NAIL BEDS ARE SUPER SHORT AND SUCKY AND MY NAILS ARE SO SOFT AND BENDY AND NOT NICE. I ALSO HATE MY TOENAILS FOR BEING SUPER UGLY AND SCRATCHY AND BRITTLE.

44. I HATE ME FOR BEING HAIRY. WASTE VALUABLE RESOURCES & MONEY ON VEET.

45. I HATE MY FEET FOR BEING SWEATY AT THE MOMENT WITHOUT REASON.
WHY THE HELL ARE MY FEET SWEATING NOW.
SERIOUSLY.

46. I HATE ZAT FOR HATING ME.
SERIOUSLY.

47. I HATE MY DAD FOR MAKING SONIA OBESE.
(sonia as in my dog btw)

48. I HATE HOW MY STOMACH IS FLABBY =_=

49. I HATE JONATHAN FOR NOT PAYING ME BACK MY CASH.
DAMMIT ASSHOLE ITS BEEN
A
YEAR

50. I HATE HOW EAIN HAS SUPER NICE CLOTHES HAIR ROOM AND INCREDIBLY NICE PICTURES T_T

51. I HATE HOW COLETTE DONG FLENG ME AFTA I LEAVE LODGE.

52. I HATE HUI MIAN FOR BITCHING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK.
YAH I LIKE YOU COS YOU IS SUPER FUN TO CHILLAX WITH AND ALWAYS NICE TO BITCH WITH YOU AND WE ALWAYS LAUGH SUPER RETARDED ABOUT EVERYTHING.
.
BUT YOU DO NOT BITCH ABOUT YOUR BITCHBUDDY K
THAT IS A LAW OF BITCHDOM.
BESIDES.
WHAT KINDA SHEET (lol) IS THIS....
"that rebekah always tries to pressure me to do bad stuff and be pai kia and im like nuuuuu im not into all that stuff -rolls eyes- ionno she thinks shes like sooooo cool wtf"
WHAAAAAAT ????
MOFO =_=

53. I HATE HOW SHARON NOW HAS THIS BITCHYKINDA POST ON HER BLOG SO PEOPLE WILL THINK IM JUST BITCHING COS SHARON BITCHED OR STHNG.

54. I HATE PEOPLE WHO READ MY BLOG AND DO NOT COMMENT.
YES.
AZZ.
KAREN.
YOU.
HATE.

55. I HATE EVERYONE WHO HAS BLOGS THAT HAVE MORE READERSHIP / COMMENTS THAN MINE.

56. I HATE MORGAN FOR NOT TELLING ME TO HOLD OUT FROM BUYING THE IPOD TOUCH FOR A LIIIIIITLE WHILE LONGER SO I COULD GET THE 32GB ONE.
THANK YOU MORGAN.

57. I HATE HOW NOONE EVER WANTS TO PLAY DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION WITH ME T_T

58. I HATE HOW I AM SO MESSY

59. I HATE MY HAIR.

60. I HATE EMMA BECAUSE I CANNOT THINK OF ANYTHING I HATE ABOUT HER.

61. I HATE MISH FOR NEVER UPDATING HER BLOG.
but on a tangent, i love her for that post she put in her old blog about ME. :D

62. I HATE MALAYSIA FOR BEING ONE OF THE LAST OPENLY RACIST COUNTRIES IN THE WORLD.

UGH.
k i am bored of bitching.
...
FOR NOW.

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-kill%bek_ah



Saturday, April 19, 2008, 11:44 PM
an apology & a warning.

The Apology
K i'm sorry i haven't been updating and im sorry in advance for posting twice in a day (i hate it when i do this) but i REALLY REALLY don't have the time anymore. DAMN YOU, BEK'S INNER GEEK !!

The Warning
on an irrelevant note...
I AM SICK, SICK, SICK OF HEARING ALL THIS EMPTY TALK.
no, no-one bitched about me.
i am talking about.... Climate Change
bet you didn't see that one coming.

GLOBAL WARMING IS REAL
IT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
NOT TO SOME DISTANT GENERATION WE DON'T QUITE CARE ABOUT
in truth, we are all very selfish people. sure, we may talk about caring for our future greatgrandkids and ensuring they have a better world, but if a problem is affecting us, you can be sure we'll do more than just talk.
the strange thing is, people don't realize that it is affecting us.

our weather is going CRAZY.
there has NEVER BEEN a hurricane in Brazil before.
it has even been said that such a thing was impossible.
As mentioned in The Public Diary, there has been snow in Heathrow and ocean currents are going crazy.
The number of Category 4 and 5 hurricanes has almost doubled in the last 30 years.
Malaria has spread to higher altitudes in places like the Colombian Andes, 7,000 feet above sea level.
At least 279 species of plants and animals are already responding to global warming, moving closer to the poles.
Greenland's glaciers are melting into the sea twice as fast as previously believed.

But once more, we don't really care unless these things apply to us...
Miri will be gone in our lifetime, lost to the sea, if we do not take action RIGHT NOW.

These are not simply steps that we can do or should do but rather what we MUST do.
-USE LESS HOT WATER
-TURN OFF ELECTRONIC DEVICES YOU'RE NOT USING
-UNPLUG ELECTRONICS FROM THE WALL WHEN YOU'RE NOT USING THEM (yes, even when turned off, things like hairdryers, cell phone chargers and televisions use energy. In fact, the energy used to keep display clocks lit and memory chips working accounts for 5 percent of total domestic energy consumption and spews 18 million tons of carbon into the atmosphere every year)
-RECYCLE
-BUY RECYCLED PAPER
-PLANT A TREE(A single tree will absorb one ton of carbon dioxide over its lifetime. Shade provided by trees can also reduce your air conditioning bill by 10 to 15%)
-BUY LOCALLY GROWN & PRODUCED FOODS AS WELL AS EAT MORE FRESH FOOD RATHER THAN FROZEN
-EAT LESS MEAT (or, specifically, beef. Methane is the second most significant greenhouse gas and cows are one of the greatest methane emitters. Their grassy diet and multiple stomachs cause them to produce methane, which they exhale with every breath) 
-REDUCE THE NUMBER OF MILES YOU DRIVE (carpool, walk, public transport...)
-AVOID PRODUCTS WITH ALOT OF PACKAGING

all we have done is talk.
we do school presentations on global warming, we know why its bad and that its happening, we know what we should and shouldn't do... and yet we do nothing.
i sent out a message today about global warming to a bunch of friends. one of the replies i got went along the lines of "why should i do anything? this is where the politicians come in, THEY should be the ones to start something."
this is malaysian mentality at its finest.
the rakyat won't change so the government won't change, and since the government isn't changing, the rakyat won't change either.

change has got to start somewhere with someone.

if we do our part and spread awareness as to how real the situation is, the government will eventually take action.
green energy sources, less deforestation, passing of laws...
all that will come if we do our part.

that same person also said "we're only one person, what could one person possibly do?"
the average american produces 7.5 tons of carbon dioxide. Not in his lifetime, however, but in a YEAR.
asuming this average american lives for an average 70 years... he would be producing 525 tons of carbon dioxide. and thats not including how much natural resources he uses up.
(take the ecological footprint quiz to figure out just how much you use up)

we cannot sit around talking any longer.

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11:17 PM
all hail photoshop.

now everyone knows that Bek has sum supa awsum photoshop skillZ.
i have many trickZ up my photoshop sleeve, such as...

1. the ability to unleash my Inner European-
you'd never be able to guess im half AZN LOLZ

2. making my pictures super nice and ahlian artistic, complete with bug eyes (wtf) -
WATASHIWA SUPA NO KAWAII!!
(note the use of the word "no")

3. to give my short boyish hairstyles that uber nice overgrown-beatles-member princess 'do-
WOW. can you say diZney LOLZ??

4. To ward off all potential net predators
net predator: hey lets visit www.friendster.com/rebka and try to exploit her! (clicks) OMFG AAAAAAaaaaaaaaa (runs off into distance, gorging out eyes with his feet)

but when i use my awsum photoshop skillZ for evil...
you get this -

0_0

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008, 12:01 PM
mads thinks shesa donut.

i am sick so i have no school & too much time =_=
k ive been trying to get screenshots of her doing this for the past half hour but it is super hard to do ugh

go watch me against the music (above)
and you will see madonna thinking she is a donut.
seriously wtf ?
theres also this bit where she kinda sneaks up onto the wall opposite britney that reminds me of venom from spiderman.
=_=
very sexy, madonna, very sexy.

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008, 5:24 PM
my father has the memory of a goldfish.

dad: whats his name again ?
me: who?
dad: that bugger.
me: ...which bugger.
dad: the japanese one.. ajinomoto.
me: ........
you mean kiyoshi?
dad: yes, that bugger.


irrelevant but... i miss the way you said "serious, ah?" whenever i told you something really mundane.

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008, 9:54 PM
you will never stop commenting.

azz asked me to write an entry so interesting that he would be unable to stop commenting.
this would be that entry.

it is a well-known fact that the only thing that interests Azz is...
azz

He has a name that you could run a marathon on.
He was born on 22nd Feb 1992. It is said that sea levels rose a whole 2 meters due to the amount of tears shed that day.
His phone number was 0138209600. i cant be bothered to memorize the others.
He is a pisces, making him a triple fish. get it? salmon azzuddin + the double fish (pisces). ahaha. ha. ha. ok very funny right ? i should stop before you suffocate yourself with laughter.
PISCES:
"Imaginative and sensitive gay
Compassionate and kind effeminate
Selfless and unworldly easily taken advantage of
Intuitive and sympathetic good at guesswork, can relate to your troubles

On the dark side....
Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

LIKES
Solitude to dream in
Mystery in all its guises
Anything discarded to stay discarded (like underwear~ -eyebrow-)
The ridiculous (ME!)
like to get 'lost' (he is always lost =_=)

DISLIKES
the obvious (duh.)
being criticized
feeling all at sea about something (AZZ DISLIKES THE OCEAN??? :0 -shuns-)
know-it-alls (ME!)
pedantry"


i also looked up our compatibility...
"CAPRICORN - PISCES : Pisces will try to play a trick on Capricorn, because that’s their nature. But Capricorn is able to cope with practical jokes of his partner and he will play the main role in bed. Soon Pisces will be eager to follow him. Besides, Pisces are loving, sincere and can make Capricorn happy. These very different people supplement each other emotionally. Compatibility horoscope Capricorn gives a good prognosis for a relationship and marriage. "

yah i got the couples compatibility wtf.
what i find VERRRRRY annoying is how my horoscope assumes i am the male in the relationship.
mofo horoscope.
k back to azz

he likes Miley Cyrus, proving he...
a) has awful taste
b) is, indeed, gay
cos Miley is a damn man.

Azz likes drawing stars & is velly pro at singing.
He works in the movie business wtf wtf.
HE IS THE NICEST MALAY EVER. whooaaa racist.
this is his signature...
now you can forge his cheques.
...too bad he's poor.

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